Cutting The Chase

I hate burning bridges but I needed to.

You're no good for me.

Over and done.

Period.

Straight line.

Bye now.

Click.



D.

In Love, On Einstein

This is just so timely. Now that I am in the brink of  searching for answers, a friend emailed this to me. Maybe these kind of writings separates him from other geniuses, making him more extraordinary among them. And for the most part, knowing that even science acknowledges the strongest force in the universe--love.

Sometimes in our relentless effort to find the person we love, we fail to recognize and appreciate the people who love us. We miss out on so many beautiful things simply because we allow ourselves to be enslaved by our own selfish concerns. 

Go for the man of deeds and not for the man of words, for you will find rewarding happiness, not with the man you love but with the man who loves you more. 
The best lovers are those capable of loving from a distance far enough to allow the person to grow but never too far to feel the love within your being. 
To let go of someone doesn't mean you have to stop loving, it only means that you allow that person to find his own happiness without expecting him to come back. Letting go is not just setting the other person free, but is also setting yourself free from all the bitterness, hatred, and anger that you keep in your heart. 
Do not let the bitterness take away your strength and weaken your faith, and never allow pain to dishearten you; but rather let yourself grow with wisdom in bearing it.

You may find peace in loving someone from a distance not expecting something in return. But be careful, for this can sustain life but can never give enough room for us to grow. We can all survive with just beautiful memories of the past, but real peace and happiness come only with open acceptance of what reality is today. 
There comes a time in our lives when we chance upon someone so nice and beautiful and we just find ourselves so intensely attracted to that person. This feeling soon becomes a part of our everyday lives and eventually consumes our thoughts and actions. The sad part of it is when we begin to realize that this person feels nothing more for us than just a friendship.

We start our desperate attempt to get noticed and be closer, but in the end our efforts are still unrewarded and we end up being sorry for ourselves.
 
You don't have to forget someone you love. What you need to learn is how to accept the verdict of reality without being bitter or sorry for yourself. Believe me, you would be better off giving that dedication and love to someone more deserving.

Don't let your heart run your life, be sensible and let your mind speak for itself.
 
Listen not only to your feelings but to reason as well. Always remember that if you lose someone today, it means that someone better is coming tomorrow. If you lose love that doesn't mean you failed in love.

Cry if you have to, but make sure that tears wash away the hurt and the bitterness that the past has left with you. Let go of yesterday and love will find its way back to you. And when it does, pray that it may be the love that will stay and last a lifetime.
 
There are two ways to live your life:

One is as though nothing is a miracle.

The other is as though everything is a miracle.

 There is no mistake so painful that love cannot forgive, no past so bitter that love cannot accept. And no love so little that we cannot start all over with.

ALBERT EINSTEIN 

1879-1955

Wow,
D.

In My Dreams.....

........i was here.

then in a snap, here.....

and in an instant, I was her....

then this.....

Game Over! 

The Walking Dead Season 2... I just can't wait! Lol!,

D.

In Love, On Einstein

This is just so timely. Now that I am in the brink of  searching for answers, a friend emailed this to me. Maybe these kind of writings separates him from other geniuses, making him more extraordinary among them. And for the most part, knowing that even science acknowledges the strongest force in the universe--love.

Sometimes in our relentless effort to find the person we love, we fail to recognize and appreciate the people who love us. We miss out on so many beautiful things simply because we allow ourselves to be enslaved by our own selfish concerns. 

Go for the man of deeds and not for the man of words, for you will find rewarding happiness, not with the man you love but with the man who loves you more. 
The best lovers are those capable of loving from a distance far enough to allow the person to grow but never too far to feel the love within your being. 
To let go of someone doesn't mean you have to stop loving, it only means that you allow that person to find his own happiness without expecting him to come back. Letting go is not just setting the other person free, but is also setting yourself free from all the bitterness, hatred, and anger that you keep in your heart. 
Do not let the bitterness take away your strength and weaken your faith, and never allow pain to dishearten you; but rather let yourself grow with wisdom in bearing it.

You may find peace in loving someone from a distance not expecting something in return. But be careful, for this can sustain life but can never give enough room for us to grow. We can all survive with just beautiful memories of the past, but real peace and happiness come only with open acceptance of what reality is today. 
There comes a time in our lives when we chance upon someone so nice and beautiful and we just find ourselves so intensely attracted to that person. This feeling soon becomes a part of our everyday lives and eventually consumes our thoughts and actions. The sad part of it is when we begin to realize that this person feels nothing more for us than just a friendship.

We start our desperate attempt to get noticed and be closer, but in the end our efforts are still unrewarded and we end up being sorry for ourselves.
 
You don't have to forget someone you love. What you need to learn is how to accept the verdict of reality without being bitter or sorry for yourself. Believe me, you would be better off giving that dedication and love to someone more deserving.

Don't let your heart run your life, be sensible and let your mind speak for itself.
 
Listen not only to your feelings but to reason as well. Always remember that if you lose someone today, it means that someone better is coming tomorrow. If you lose love that doesn't mean you failed in love.

Cry if you have to, but make sure that tears wash away the hurt and the bitterness that the past has left with you. Let go of yesterday and love will find its way back to you. And when it does, pray that it may be the love that will stay and last a lifetime.
 
There are two ways to live your life:

One is as though nothing is a miracle.

The other is as though everything is a miracle.

 There is no mistake so painful that love cannot forgive, no past so bitter that love cannot accept. And no love so little that we cannot start all over with.

ALBERT EINSTEIN 

1879-1955

Wow,
D.

Of Saturdays and Love

I'm home-bounded again which is what I love. From the very beginning, I never liked going out-- I mean to rave parties and the like. I would prefer reading and surfing the net or just most of the time watch movies over a bag of popcorn. The typical, couch potato nerdy type. Yet, I don't tire my butt into watching chick flicks, I'd rather watch movies which makes me think, which inspires and movies that just don't discuss the obvious. It kinds of satisfy my craving for the mysterious. However, I like to hang out and drink and sing and jam. It kind of makes me smile and that's why they call me one of the boys.

Every week, I have a ME time which is usually every Saturday where I can just sleep, sometimes go to the mall with the girls, watch movies, and cook for myself. And mind you, being alone sometimes can be so frustrating and good at the same time.

If you're going to ask me why am I not yet with somebody today?

I know I am not a difficult person and so are the men* who sometimes expresses their intentions. It is because, there are times that I don't believe in true and real love.... that there are times that I lose all faith in fate... that with all due respect Universe, I guess my path is to be alone all my life. Call me skeptic, cynical of some sort, but let me ask you... have you ever been consistent all your life? I guess that is what's lacking in men today. CONSISTENCY. They tell you their intentions, they will be there for you, and in a snap... poof! they're gone! So what was that?! Playing and goofing around? I guess I never really trained myself in that kind of game and I would never dare to. And just a hypothetical question: What if the time I decide to do so, I hurt someone who is just like me and the worst, I already stumbled to someone who is strong enough to be a man for me? I'm just wondering, how far will he go? And one more thing, yeah, I am scared. And so what? most people are scared too, I bet they just don't want to admit. Nevertheless, I want to meet that person who is as scared as I am , but is willing to take that risk of going that direction again.

I know Charles Xavier isn't.

In the meantime, I will let me fantasize over him...

Gulp.....

Find me,

D.

It's on Me. My Treat.

To listen or to listen. You have no choice this time. It's on me. My treat.

This is meant to be played in a slow pace. I tried doing little improvisations, I wanted it to sound not too dramatic. If only I can play drums, I'd play it rock. Ha!

9 Crimes - Lisa Hannigan and Damien Rice

Leave me out with the waste, this is not what I do

It's the wrong kind of place to be thinking of you

It's the wrong time for somebody new

It's a small crime and I got no excuse

And is that all right, yeah?

I give my gun away when it's loaded

Is that all right, yeah?

If you don't shoot it how am I supposed to hold it?

Is that all right, yeah?

I give my gun away when it's loaded

Is that all right, yeah, with you?

Leave me out with the waste, this is not what I do

It's the wrong kind of place to be cheating on you

It's the wrong time she's pulling me through

It's a small crime and I got no excuse

And is that all right, yeah?

If I give my gun away when it's loaded

Is that all right, yeah?

If you don't shoot it, how am I supposed to hold it?

Is that all right, yeah?

I give my gun away when it's loaded

Is that all right?

Is that all right with you?

Is that all right, yeah?

If I give my gun away when it's loaded

Is that all right, yeah?

If you don't shoot it, how am I supposed to hold it?

Is that all right, yeah?

I give my gun away when it's loaded

Is that all right?

Is that all right with you?

And is that all right, yeah?

Is that all right?

Is that all right?

Is that all right with you?

I'm 27 after waking up, 

D. 

Oh Simple Thing, Where Have You Gone?

Tried recording this last year and was able to upload it just today... Guess I'm shy of recording... REALLY! :P

Please don't mind the background. I know it sucks. :D

I walked across an empty land

I knew the pathway like the back of my hand

I felt the earth beneath my feet

Sat by the river and it made me complete

Oh simple thing, where have you gone?

I'm getting old and I need something to rely on

So tell me when you're gonna let me in

I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

I came across a fallen tree

I felt the branches of it looking at me

Is this the place we used to love?

Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing, where have you gone?

I'm getting old and I need something to rely on

So tell me when you're gonna let me in

I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute, why don't we go

Talk about it somewhere only we know?

This could be the end of everything

So why don't we go somewhere only we know?

Somewhere only we know

Oh simple thing, where have you gone?

I'm getting old and I need something to rely on

So tell me when you're gonna let me in

I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute, why don't we go

Talk about it somewhere only we know?

This could be the end of everything

So why don't we go? So why don't we go?

Oh, this could be the end of everything

So why don't we go somewhere only we know?

Somewhere only we know

Somewhere only we know

If only we can go now,

D.

Maybe Wednesday is My Good News Day

I can't even explain today.

Someday he'll come along, the man I love

And he'll be big and strong, the man I love

And when he comes my way

I'll do my best to make him stay

He'll look at me and smile,

I'll understand

And in a little while he'll take my hand

And though it seems absurd

I know we both won't say a word

Maybe I shall meet him Sunday

Maybe Monday, maybe not

Still I'm sure to meet him one day

Maybe Tuesday will be my good news day

He'll build a little home, just meant for two

From which we'll never roam; Who would, would you?

And so all else above I'm waiting for the man I love

Haunting but a beauty, 

D.

You Just Don't Know

I've learned - that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance... 


Same goes for true love.




Get it?,
D.